bio:

I was born and raised in Boston, MA, and even from childhood always loved to be the center of attention. At age 5 I started to play piano, and shortly thereafter began to write my own songs. Later on in life I taught myself guitar and eventually started my first band  in 1997 with some friends, "Blodgett", in which I was the lead singer and rythm guitarist. As a natural leader, I very much enjoyed fronting the band. During this period of time, my character, Lilith Astaroth, was born.  She started off as simply a singer and musician, but later moved on to lots of other things!

In 1999, after seeing a short segment on tv about this new phenomenon of “webcams”, I decided to get one in order to bring more exposure to my music. I had already had a website for 2 years that included photos, my journal, and of course, my music, and I thought that getting a webcam would be a very good way of getting more people to my site, and to hear my music. In 1999, a girl with a webcam was definitely not a common thing like it is today.  There are thousands of girls with webcam sites now, but back then there were only a good dozen or two of us, and I have always been proud to be one of the original "camgirls". I had  always loved to be in front of a camera, and now I was able to take my own photographs whenever I wanted ,as a means of artistic expression, or simply just to practice posing and try out different styles and looks for myself. I was known on my website as Lilith, "The All-American Girl". Hundreds upon hundreds of people daily were soon visiting my site.  Before I knew it, I had so much fan mail coming in every day that I couldn't even respond to all of it. Every few weeks I would have webmasters emailing me for interviews and asking to use my photos on their website. Having my webcam on my site has opened  many doors for me, including print appearances, a slot on a daytime tv talk show, modeling opportunities, and even an appearance in a documentary, in which I was flown out to Las Vegas for 4 days for a truly amazing and enjoyable experience with 15 other camgirls!

There are so many webcam sites now that it has lost some of it's original excitement for me, but my longtime fans who have been with me all this time are what inspire me to keep on going. I've met some truly wonderful people through having my website and I am very grateful for that.

After Blodgett eventually fell apart, I provided some vocals for the Baltimore-based electronic band "Cried" (playing with them once in my first show outside of Massachusettes, at the Orpheum Theater) and later on joined the band Kari Nations. I put down a couple of bass and vocal tracks on their first full-length album, and played several gigs with them as a backup singer and rythm guitar player. I was also fronting another local Boston band at the time as their lead singer, but I parted ways with them before long because they did not like my cookie-monster style vocals. Alas, I was voted out because I "screamed too much".

In fact, it seemed that most Boston area bands in 2003 were not supportive of the idea of a female-fronted metal band, so after my last venture had failed, I decided that it didn't make much sense to continue persuing my musical interests in this area of the US any longer. I had been searching for 8 years for the perfect fit and it simply had not happened. Boston, while a great location for education, is not the ideal location for music, or, as I was soon to find out, modeling.

I decided to persue modeling after shelving my musical endeavors for awhile. It was actually a very natural progression for me, especially with all of my experience posing in front of a webcam , and taking my own self portraits for so many years. I became involved right away in fetish modeling and with Boston's somewhat small fetish scene. I also landed a part in Rob Fitz' "God of Vampires", as one of several female vampire-zombies. I have always represented myself, largely due to the fact there are no decent agencies in this area, but also because I like to be in charge of my own career. I have been modeling for about 2 years now and have appeared in several publications, promos, etc, as seen to the left side of this page.

As of the present, I am currently a part-time student at Harvard, working towards an associates degree (no I haven’t picked my major - yet).  Since I also work full time, the degree will probably take me at least 3 years to finish.  Once that is done, my plan is to relocate, which will be beneficial to me in several ways. It is very likely that I will take my modeling further, and get back into music which is where I feel I am the happiest. In the meantime I have been providing vocals and voiceovers for different projects.

In my free time, I enjoy maintaining my numerous websites, going to shows/clubs, kicking ass as the dark elf wizard version of Lilith in EverQuest, and spending time at home with my kitties. And of course… you can often see me having fun on my webcams when I’m not out shooting!

Check out the links section for more of my photos, fangroups, and other web pages!